Confusion

I know what I want.

How much do I want it?

Am I willing to sacrifice something amazing for it?

No. I don't think I am.

To gain something awesome but, more than likely, temporary I will have to lose something awesome that is likely to last for a very very long time.

Is it worth it?

No, I don't think it is.

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These thoughts, they do fly around my mind in a haze of confusion. However, I think some sense is being made.
Thank goodness.