I'm scared I won't be good enough. I'm scared that, when it all boils down to it, I wasn't good enough to complete this course. It's going to take me ages to finish it, so I can't afford to waste a years worth of study. I can't afford to drop this course or fail it. I just can't afford it.
If I get all of the neccesary marks, I'll be done in another 4 years. FOUR YEARS! If I miss the marks from this course, that'll be another year onto my estimated graduation date. I AM NOT GRADUATING WHEN I AM 25!
I. AM. NOT.
I will finish this course, even if it kills me, and I will get all the neccesary points. I can't bloody waste time >_<.
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